Quote from bmwhendrix:
To ask such a question after 11 years, I suspect you have just about faked away your account.
Maybe someday you will catch on.
Greenspan is continually improvong his reasoning.
Today (as opposed to two years ago), he is correctly addressing "fear".
His poles of fear and greed are being iteratively refined.
Rationality, comes, as has been stated, from knowledge and skills.
The real deal is found on this path:
fear>>>nonrational>>>uncertainty.
Leaving uncertainty and proceeding to effectiveness and efficiency Is following this path:
uncertainty>>>rationality>>>>>rigorous scientific total
completeness. As bighog would say completely drilling down to the end.
CW's thinking is not rational (nonrational) There is no point to betting and using its mechanisms of chance and probability and OODA. Fear supercedes greed as an extreme.
The OP is in a place where he is trying to supress the simple context, circumstance and situation of using the wrong mechanisms for trading (like you do, too).
Greenspan took a long time to figure out he was wrong, roughly a normal lifetime.
In Gary Smith's book he outlines 12 years of futility before he grew enough.
Acruary didn't switch from the CW to the solution for a long time either.
So you and the OP are still in the "animal spirits" stage.
Greenspan had to start all over. (See "The Map and the Territory"). As he says he went equation by equation.
Look at the equations you use for "red" and "black" all the years you have been in the financial industry; they are the same as the OP's.
When did you lose track of how many times you took your initial capital out of the markets?