"I can't believe that the sum of our unrealized losses which we just dodged, would have been more than the sum of our firm's market capitalization ... ... ... [tear]"
If you quip this, to yourself, then you are essentially fired. You can be a perfect person, with no personal problems, and realize this fate. A blown up trader, it losses your job. Things along this case, anything along these lines, warrant this deal ... firing.
So, when you say you want to sponsor an attraction, what do you have in mind? You can't blow up and expect to stay. Cutting losses? Due diligence? Execution errors? Pilot errors? Faulty employees / workforce meltdowns? Desperate times, desperate measures?
I don't know what to say to a failed trader, but a blown up trader is a leave of absence.
