I just do not even know where to being saying how this just does not add up. Why would you feel you expose yourself to too much risk trading cash? You can square the position even if it goes against you by 1 pip. Also, spreads again are not designed to take directional exposure to. Leaves me in a very confused state of mind. But what the heck, that was your trade not mine.
I can only urge you to realize your losses and to never let markets move against your position by that much. I am afraid my appeal will be fruitless, because you do not sound at all you feel or sense the slightest pinch of pain.
I can only urge you to realize your losses and to never let markets move against your position by that much. I am afraid my appeal will be fruitless, because you do not sound at all you feel or sense the slightest pinch of pain.
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ummm....Allow me to explain.
Taking a directional bet with spot would have exposed us to unacceptable levels of risk if the spot moved against us 5-10 figures. We wanted to not lose the macro position. The expected horizon of the trade at inception was 6-9 months. We were looking for a maximum of 20-25 figure move in our favor and an expected 10-15 figure move. With volatility in 2010, trade moving against you by 5-7 figures was a real possibility.
Given these constraints, we decided to do the calendar spread with X2 at 12 big figures (to give us enough room) and X1 at spot to express our macro spot view using options. This was not your typical trade of a vol trader in a bank. Rather it was a trade that your typical hedge fund would do. Hopefully I explained it this time.
To give you some color - I was very new into my job when I took this trade. My desk wanted to do such a trade for ages, but they never ran the numbers. I ran the numbers took the proposal to my head of trading. The sanction for the trade came from head of trading and head of GM and I executed it. The trade lasted for around 3 months, when we finally closed it. During these 3 months, I had numerous discussions with my head of trading on this trade and we developed a great professional relationship.
But after around a week, he took me aside and told me that I managed the losing position very nicely. After this trade, other than our professional relationship, we became good friends as well. Sometimes being in a losing trade and managing it the best possible way is all it takes to leave a good imprint on your boss. Just sharing my experience.