Quote from Gringinho:
I just read you last page of posts in this thread.
Just some comments...
It's good to continuously question oneself - but you also need to have some confidence, and grow this confidence in what you are doing.
It also seem you are somewhat emotional while, and that can be a bit tricky to deal with. You should try to find out a way to get less emotional... What you want of course are the good emotions, and there's nothing wrong with feeling the success and confidence - but you need to be able to turn that into something positive that works FOR you by enabling you to apply the right risk, and NOT something that clouds your trading by making you euphoric or upset.
Re-evaluating yourself is useful - after successes and after drawdowns - but you always need to put yourself in the setting of what the situation was, and how you were interacting with the information - what your decisions were; how you weighed the risks, considerations and came to a conclusion. You don't need to have it committed to paper - during the decision making, or afterwards - because you shouldn't let the analysis itself be the focus, when it's trading which you are aiming to excel at. However, you need to be aware of what you do - the "meta-information" of your own decision making.
Hard to not chime in here, being an old martial arts instructor... hehe.
Thank you for your reply, Gringinho. I do have a lot of confidence in myself and my trading (many people call me cocky), but I tend to focus critically on my mistakes and things I need to learn. I do this for two reasons: emphasis (slow learner) and I am always trying to improve myself. I have to be good at what I do, so I have to be hard on myself.
As for trading emotionally, I partially agree with you. For example, as I studied a few moves today, I decided to study the move based on a sensible exit I would notice while I was trading, even though it only corrected about 15 pips before continuing another 50. The analysis was that the move was extremely volatile and sudden, but it would be almost impossible and maybe foolish to sit through it based on my strategy.
However, I have been very surprised by the level of emotion I show in trading at times. I am generally not an extremely emotional person, but my profound desire for success begins to override my mindset as things go bad. I believe this is also due to the fact that my trading time is rather small. I spend ten hours trading over three days, and probably 2.5 hours of that is just calculating pivots, drawing trendlines, and deciding direction. Of the rest, only 2-3.5 hours of it is actual trading.
When I have my dream resting on 2-3.5 hours per week, and I place unmatched pressure on my success, my inner emotions sometimes show. It's just part of my journey. My goal is to earn enough knowledge and experience between my mistakes and my study and watching sessions to A. become profitable when I have more time, so I don't need to work and B. be able to support myself during college (based on what I pay now, about 50 pips would do it -- I also plan to pick up another trading session when I go live, and perhaps condense my study and watching session if necessary)
My goal is to eventually know everything and be able to filter out the junk and make quality decisions.
Good input, and feel free to reply.
