It has come to my attention that my postings here are not appreciated by certain individuals and I have been accused of plagiarism as well, so I think it`s time for a break at this point. I already spend too much time here (addiction) and was planning a break already so that I could get other stuff done, but this last one pushed me over the edge.
I racked up a few points today as well, but I got rewarded for bad behaviour at a point and I took that as my cue to call it a day. Most of my entries are quickly in the green and I do not have a problem cutting my losses on those or reducing risk for a small loss and getting back in later. My problem arise when I chase price, get filled and have the market reverse against me immediately. That`s when I have trouble taking my losses. That happened today and I ended up using a 6 point stop at a point. I could swear that another person took control of my body. I even considered averaging down, but then I heard eudaemon at the back of my head

I did however see that technically, 6 points was outside the noise and that I had a decent shot at getting my target. Normally, I would prefer to take the 2 point loss and then get in at a lower/higher price and make up for my mistake with increased profits if I still believed in the initial trade, but realized that my execution was flawed on the initial entry. I got a favourable outcome on that trade and that`s what I meant by getting rewarded for bad behavior. A winning trade is not necessarily a good trade.
I do experience at times that my urge to trade and get in on the action is strong and that is something I should fear greatly. It usually happens when I`m not well prepared by the open and today was a tough day as well with the spikes and the volatility. I did however end the week at peak equity levels, so I`m not depressed yet. If I can improve and control my disciplinary issues, I think I will get along fine with the ES in the days to come.
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