ES Journal - 2023/2024

Why ain't your accounts bigger given that you

1) Improved every month (and was already at a very high level years ago)
2) Are more efficient by each month
3) Have made more money every month

...?

As for bucket shops my opinion is much the same. If I recall correctly, my criticism was specifically towards Apex and from what I've picked up there's a ton of customers who have had trouble withdrawing funds from them getting every excuse in the book to not be "eligible" for a payout.

The latest on their end is that the customer needs to provide two videos of himself to get a payout. One video which films the trader throughout a session. One video which is a screengrab to show the trading process and explain why trades are taken.

You couldn't make this shit up even if you tried to.

Beyond that, my concern was mostly how good of an opportunity these firms are. The game changer for me was when I learned that I could trade 5 linked accounts at once with Topstep at reasonable prices and with a professional operation which have been around for 15+ years.

I'm not sure I would have bothered if I could trade only one account as I'd rather fund it myself, but that's a personal choice.


Admittedly I needed some advantages that other people had, because my skill wasn't high enough to produce a live able income off of a $2k-3k drawdown account. The pressure of that, plus needing to withdrawal funds. Could not over come that. Now that I actually got access to some funds and could purchase some accounts with larger drawdown than I've actually been very consistent and starting to out pace my bills. So, I actually have the ability to use my skill instead of being smoked out by stress of needing to produce 200% returns a month just to stay a float.

Even now I have to withdrawal funds to pay for expenses. But I am getting to the point where there's enough left in the accounts that I can start to exponentially grow soon.
 
I am going to give it a rest and go back to focusing on my trading, which is good for everyone because I know it's not fun to listen to someone complain. It is genuinely mind blowing to me though the amount of delusion, ignorance and misinformation involved with day trading.

Really wanted an outlet to release some of the aggravation. I can admit it was selfish of me to use this thread for my own personal benefit, because that's exactly what I did. But I will end it here.
 
Nice you got both sides covered, make sure someone mentions something about the market staying flat as well though, than we can't be wrong no matter what.
Not really. The regulars here know I go with feel. And we did get a 14 point drop on the SPX 4 minutes after that post --- and eod close wasn't above that 5634 level. So.. whatever.
 
This is what I mean you guys and by you guys I unfortunately mean the majority of people on this website, you say and believe things that are incorrect. You fight it tooth and nail until it slaps you upside your face so hard you can no longer ignore it. In this case it's the prop firms, you pooped on them all the time, only to find out that the obvious is true. It's a great value and almost beyond ridiculous to risk your own capital(in most cases for most people, of course there's exceptions), particularly if you don't have a lot or enough of it.

This is just a segway into countless of other things people here say. It's 4 months or so later and everything I said was correct on my end. I've traded well since than, got better each month, as well as made more money each month as the months progress.

Meanwhile people here get so offended, when they are called out that they largely make money because the access to capital, company or team they are a part of. It's like what is the point of all this? It's obvious how most people on these boards are making money, yet it's some song and dance of people jockeying for position trying to fool people into thinking they have some great trading skills or some direct trading edge. It's incredibly disingenuous for some of the big guns here to give out there advice to other people looking to day trade, when they themselves couldn't produce if they were put in the persons shoes they are giving advice to. How much is a joke is that? Again some of them can't even actually day trade in that sense, their literally just relying on on other things to turn a profit.

No, this isn't be being jealous or salty, because I am doing well. It's the exact opposite actually. The better I do, the more I realize how disingenuous, ignorant and arrogant a lot of traders are. The better I do, the more it annoys me that people will sit here and defend some of the absolute garbage people say. Finally looks like I have some people that are serious about trading and willing to help me with coding, development and potentially in other area's. I've made all this progress with none of that help, so just imagine what can be accomplished now that I actually have some of the advantages the people here have.

I came on here to actually make connections and just met with non stop trolling and the people who aren't trolling are worst than the trolls because people actually look up to them and they have no problem either directly giving misinformation or being disingenuous about how they actually make money, just so they can be some big shot, regardless of who's expense it comes at.
You'll blow up your account w/i 8 months. Mark the post.
 
So, that's my plan for now. For the future, until the money's in my bank account I'm going to shut the hell up. LOL.

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This is my own personal perspective on my trading as well. I trade with TradeDay. I chose them primarily because their program is structured very much along the lines of how the prop firm that launched Navinder Sarao's career was structured. Sarao is my trading hero, you could say.

I don't know much about the many other firms out there other than that Apex is not a good choice. The live trailing drawdown is one problem. I lost an account that was in profit, but the trailing live drawdown "failed" me and took my account away. I have a friend who lost a funded Apex account that had over $11,000 in accumulated profits and the Apex Tradovate started triggering trades in his account overnight even though his computer was off and he wasn't logged in to Tradovate. He awoke to find he had "lost" his funded account overnight. Apex had no interest in making it right for him.

Back to Trade Day. For every $2000 in accumulated profit that you leave in the account, they increase your trade size by 1 Emini contract. The maximum size allowed without a special review is 25 contracts. That size, should I get there, is quite sufficient for my plans. I have not taken a withdrawal. I know others who have taken multiple payouts without delay and without problem, so I feel 100% confident that when the day comes and I am ready that the money will be paid to me.

My goal is to accumulate $110,000 in profits and then take my $100K withdrawal and fund myself with that trading stake. I feel with a $100K stake, sticking to my current plan, not getting greedy, taking my 3 to 6 point trades, and sizing up slowly and incrementally I can generate sufficient income on which to live nicely as well as to continue to grow my account equity. Slow and steady, friends, slow and steady.

I need $110,000 in profits because Trade Day will take $10K as their cut. I feel it is a very fair arrangement and I am more than pleased with the opportunity. The evaluation account cost $132 if I remember correctly. That was a monthly charge but I passed inside the first month so that was the only charge for the evaluation. I paid a $139 set up fee for the initial funded Sim account. After I made my first $5000, I had to move to a funded live account, and I must pay a $135 professional data fee to the exchange each month. There is no monthly fee to the prop firm itself. I've been at it since June 2024 and I figure I have a good chance of hitting my self-funding goal by December of 2025.

I'm sure TopStep and maybe others are also excellent firms and great opportunities to little guys like me. I'm just sharing why TradeDay seemed the best fit for me. I would add it to the list that includes TopStep and other reputable firms, and I do not speak of it as a replacement.

As for sharing trades, I do share some trades here but otherwise have no desire to share just how well things are going. I had a great win about a month ago in my own personal account. It is true that a big win can be as destabilizing as a big loss. I found myself sizing way down in my prop account on the heels of that big win. I had the nagging feeling that if I could make it that easily, I could lose it just as easily.

That is one reason, though not the only reason that I like to keep my mouth shut. It is also the reason I am quick to put ET members on ignore. If someone seems to have a persistent negative mindset when they post, even when it isn't directed at me, but especially when it is directed at me, I put them on ignore. It isn't anything personal. I'm in this for me. I know myself well enough to know I need to keep my mental environment clean.

Well, you never know just where a post will take you once you start until you get to the end, do you?

The End
 
You'll blow up your account w/i 8 months. Mark the post.

I am sorry if you're offended by some of my comments that may point to you not being some elite day trader like you want to pretend to be. It's fine if you want to pretend and get everyone else to play along, go ahead man.

Regardless you posting a comment that essentially calls both directions and than justifying it saying "we did drop" ok what's your point? What if it went up, you could of said "well it did go up like the charts were saying". Or what do you want some praise that your "feel" beat the charts supposedly calling for a move up? You do realize it was just going back and forth for an hour up and down anyways right?

It's really awesome how you hold yourself in such high esteem that you're going to " call out " a time frame when I will blow "my account". I have multiple accounts from multiple firms for obvious redundancy purposes, in the event there's issues with one. That's a part of overall risk management and common sense, no different than having multiple internet connections or etc.

It's not surprising you think in a linear fashion of a singular "account" and a single event though.
 
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