Quote from gmst:
Actually, I was telling everyone here that I am losing money on ES but I doubt if actually anyone faded me. Would have been good for them these past few months
Well I really have tough time answering your question as to why not trade FX only, but I will give you an honest answer. Lets see if you find it believable.
1. I realized in Oct/Nov 2011 that I am consistently losing money on ES. At that point there was no economic reason to continue trading ES and keep losing money on it. I actually decided many times that I won't trade ES but could never stop myself. Lure of the Siren call - you know. So, yes there was no economic reason to do it.
2. Finally, I *think* I know the real answer. Basically, my mind or my heart or my blood (however way you want to say it) didn't want to accept that I am a loser. Basically, it is my competitive spirit. In my subconscious mind, I felt that losing real cash while trying to trade ES is much better than making real cash by trading only FX and not trading ES. Yes, this is economic stupidity, but this also proves that market participants are not economic rational.
Agreed that ES is very tough to trade. I know it very wellCurrently, I take maximum of 3 trades in a day on ES. On 90% of days, it is like only 1 trade in a day. Anything more than 1 or 2 trades and I see that I am trying to trade randomness wherein I invariably lose. Thats about it.
That is some excellent self-awareness there, and something most of us traders never seem to understand.
Kudos to you on your new attitude...

