I started out using ES as sort of hedge against my stock positions. When the trend would go against my stock positions, I'd jump in and buy a contract, ride it for a few points and get out.
It was working quite well, but I got seduced by the gains. I made a couple of lucky guesses and went positive on the year with some big moves in ES.
Then I decided to trade ES exclusively....only one contract at a time, OCO bracket orders with conservative stops and targets. looking for reversals and pullbacks. I assumed I'd go two steps forward and one step back on average, perhaps clearing a couple hundred a day. That seemed pretty reasonable to me.
That was about the time things started going to shit. I'm being nickeled and dimed to death getting stopped out.
I stop trading for a couple of days, watch, and paper trade testing out indicators, trend lines, patterns, strategies, etc. After several successful tests of the setups and strategy with paper profits, I go live...and get stopped out for small loses.
For instance...yesterday I saw three setups, all of which would have resulted in a few points of profit for me had I been trading them. The setup repeated a 4th time and I took it. Stopped out for a loss with ES eventually hitting my target.
The setup repeated a 5th time and I took it with a slightly larger stop. It appeared the first trade failed because my stop was a little too tight. It retraced almost 78%, stopped me out for a slightly bigger loss, but the trend was shot at that point. It was a good stop, FWIW.
I quit trading and returned to watching. A 6th setup resulted in a paper profit, of course.
Pretty disheartening and hard to explain how I lost money on short positions when the market was down significantly.
So today I start out watching. Trend up started. Saw a 50% retracement of a local swing low / swing high. Market internals strong. Target of -23.6% retracement reached and exceeded for at least a 4 point gain on paper.
The same setup repeats a little later. Market internals just a tad weaker than the first time but breadth was 8:1. Unfortunately the swing high turned out to be the intraday high. I took the trade and get stopped out as it retraced more than 78.6% . If I had known the market was rolling over I might have seen the short setup based on the same criteria that would have netted me 10 points or so. At least I didn't get caught in the meat grinder that fired up at 3:30 eastern.
I'm keeping a journal and looking for clues. It appears that you may only get one 50% retracement on the upward moves we're seeing right now.
I was watching Time and Sales and saw orders of 1000 and 2000 contracts flash by right before the close. That's $50K and $100K per point. Some very serious coin was in play at the close.
ES has become my new psycho mistress, it seems. I'm not sure she's worth the aggravation but I haven't given up on her yet.
I feel like I'm on the verge of a revelation and will get it all put together at some point....probably deluded.
