ES day trading journal - my final attempt

My daily profit target is $120, this is the minimal amount for me to survive. I have about $700 monthly income from my previous career..

There is something seriously wrong with this mindset in trading .You are trading emotions of desire to trade to get something every day , even when the odds are against you and on the days they are against you.

95% club road is free , this is day gambling .
 
with no one trade making or breaking your day/week/month/year/career.

Actually you only need a couple of great trades say in a month or in a year to make it worthwhile. The only BIG profit i have had this year was on Brexit. That was serious money. All the other trades i have done have made me a net (small) loss.
 
Trading requires being able to tread water a lot - taking lots of small loses to be in the game when those big trades come by. Only about 10% of all the trades will be the big winners which is all you need to make a good profit each year. The idea of a linear uniform profit every day or week is not realistic since the market does not move like that.
 
Thanks everyone for your valuable input, I really appreciated it. Many of you said that I wasn't ready, or my expectation was too high, which kinda discouraged me, because you all have been there and know better than I do. But on the other hand, I really think I have figured it out, at least the psychological part. I will be a disciplined trader, I will not make big mistakes ever again. I don't have proven trading setup yet, but with the right mindset I will get better day by day.

Now I use stop loss orders for every trade, and I don't add to losers any more, I expect lower winning rates in the coming months. I may be able to know if I can be a good trader in 3 months, I don't have to blow up my account to know trading is not for me; I don't have to earn much to be confident either. I'm not confused any more, the next step is refining my trades, with live trading! :D
 
I entered the market with $26K in Feb this year, traded stocks for a few months and started trading es since May 11. A few weeks later I began to trade es exclusively.

I had some bad trading habits, and didn't follow my rules either, as a result I lost almost half of my precious capital in the past week, 4 losing days in a row:

09/09/2016: -9444 - I couldn't see this in my worst dream.
09/12/2016: -2542
09/13/2016: -481
09/14/2016: -343

That's 12,558 in total out of 25,726, 48.8% loss. I wouldn't make drastic changes unless it really really hurts. I decided to give it one last shot with new trading methods and new rules.

Some of my basic rules:
  1. Trade one contract only.
  2. Both stop loss and profit target are two points, must be attached to a new order. Max loss of one trade is around $100. Stop loss order can be slightly adjusted if there is a major resistance/support level nearby.
  3. Max loss per day is $300, shouldn't be more than $350 under any circumstances.
  4. If the profit reached $200, max allowed retracement is $100.
  5. Follow the trend, trade break-outs. Never bet on tops and bottoms.
My daily profit target is $120, this is the minimal amount for me to survive. I have about $700 monthly income from my previous career. I withdraw $2K per month. I can't afford to lose.

I use IB and Button Trader.
With that 20,000 you could of invested in Silicon Valley tech companies, pre-ipo. Thats probably a safer bet than getting destroyed in the futures markets. Did you backtest at all?
 
Then it is very clear what you should do. And if you don't even understand what to do: STOP "TRADING".
You can only trade with money you can afford to lose.

I agree with your post , but if you have a winning formula (and are 100% sure of it ) which protects your capital , no reason why you should not put the house on the line.There are many other venture riskier than trading , on which people put the roof.

Borrow a milion or two and pay it back , if you have a strategy that will rarely lose more than 10 % and generate 10 % a month with very low risk.
 
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