(For those that want to skip my trading history, jump down to the <b>BOLD</b> paragraph below and start there)
My trading journey started in 2008/9. Looking back at some of my strategies/trades from then, I can only shake my head and have a nervous smile of utter disbelieve as to some of the disastrous trades that I had made. Some worked out, some didn't. The point was that it taught me my lessons to advance as a trader.
By 2012, I was consistently profitable and was on track to dealing with increasing size. I was sharp, fast and had a pretty good handle on psychologically manipulating my mind in order to perform optimally. This included my diet and workouts too.
Unfortunately, life had it's own plans and I had to get away from the screen and trading altogether. However, I was able to come back and carry on from where I had left off. And so I thought. In short, I could not trade! My initial confidence was slowly starting to convert into mild panic as I know how much work I had put in to get to where I was.
Fast forward to today. I have a methodology (which is what I had created over the years), which allows me to trade. My results are erratic; some days I do very well and some I don't. I have to put this down to the lack of being able to process information faster, so as to make those decisions in good time. Second guessing is also an issue.
The positive in this is that I have always had a pretty good and tight grip on my risk management and so on my losing days I'm not deep in the hole, so as to come the next day with a negative mentality.
<b>So what I really want from this thread is try and improve myself on all fronts to get back to par and beyond. The goal: consistency. This is NOT a journal and so I will not be posting my trades everyday, nor does it hold any relevance to any sort of P/L balances. Here we will discuss core trading issues (see title) and linked components (psychology etc). </b>
I hope this thread can take ground and we can all grow from the graceful input of those better than us.
Thanks in advance,
Alpha
My trading journey started in 2008/9. Looking back at some of my strategies/trades from then, I can only shake my head and have a nervous smile of utter disbelieve as to some of the disastrous trades that I had made. Some worked out, some didn't. The point was that it taught me my lessons to advance as a trader.
By 2012, I was consistently profitable and was on track to dealing with increasing size. I was sharp, fast and had a pretty good handle on psychologically manipulating my mind in order to perform optimally. This included my diet and workouts too.
Unfortunately, life had it's own plans and I had to get away from the screen and trading altogether. However, I was able to come back and carry on from where I had left off. And so I thought. In short, I could not trade! My initial confidence was slowly starting to convert into mild panic as I know how much work I had put in to get to where I was.
Fast forward to today. I have a methodology (which is what I had created over the years), which allows me to trade. My results are erratic; some days I do very well and some I don't. I have to put this down to the lack of being able to process information faster, so as to make those decisions in good time. Second guessing is also an issue.
The positive in this is that I have always had a pretty good and tight grip on my risk management and so on my losing days I'm not deep in the hole, so as to come the next day with a negative mentality.
<b>So what I really want from this thread is try and improve myself on all fronts to get back to par and beyond. The goal: consistency. This is NOT a journal and so I will not be posting my trades everyday, nor does it hold any relevance to any sort of P/L balances. Here we will discuss core trading issues (see title) and linked components (psychology etc). </b>
I hope this thread can take ground and we can all grow from the graceful input of those better than us.
Thanks in advance,
Alpha