Quote from jem:
What do you expect from me meta physical certainty.
Actually, yes. You are asked to know who you are with certainty. Simply start out with caring about being *right* about your world-view. Certainty will follow a right outlook. Simply be right, and zeal will take care of itself. You are asked to be certain before you succumb to the temptation of traditional death scenarios. You are currently putting way too much faith in death to solve mental problems, looking at it like some sort of rite of passage or panacea. Life does not come from death! Life comes from...well, Life! It's not that hard to figure out. Just be right. You can't compromise with the truth. Use reason if you have to. Most of all, use an open mind...and use fearlessness.