Finishing up my taxes for 2017. IB allows me to look at my last 3 years of Form 1256 which is basically futures contracts.
I'm glad I examined that data in detail. I take it back! My biggest losses were NOT due to shorting index futures! Whew! Amazing what looking at data vs anecdotal memory. I know this is so crazy not knowing this, but when you have 4 different trading accounts, a FT job, and trade other instruments, it's hard to keep track of everything. My goal is do thorough analysis going forward.
IB has 3 years of data. Before that I didn't really trade and focused on my corporate job.
Here's the first high level cut.
The base year is 2015. HORRIBLE losses in futures. All superconcentrated in NG. I was trying to pick a bottom and loss big. That tells me position sizing was totally out of whack in comparisons to my account size. Also countertrending!
2016 the total loss is HALF of 2015 losses. So delta in improvement. The biggest losses were ZW and NG! In third place was NKD(Nikkei futures). In all 3 cases trying to go long and time the bottom. So my biggest losses were trying to go long. Not shorting! I think I did lose money shorting index futures but they were in drips. I think when you lose a little here and there everyday trying to short the top on the index market, it might feel like you lose a lot. But those were nothing compared to my concentrated long positions in trying to time the commodity bottoms. Ahh... Insights from data. This is surprising given that's the analytics service I provide to others yet I haven't crunch the #s for myself. hehe
2017: I'm actually UP. I was net positive across almost every type of futures contracts I traded! WHOA! I have too many accounts and my memory is faulty. But I actually lost a lot of money in equities buying TVIX on my Robinhood. Again, concentrated position.
Armed with this data, I think I have renewed hope in my futures trading. I thought I was not improving...
Without slicing and dicing more, these were the 2 major sources of trading mistakes.
1) Position sizing. Too concentrated positions. Super huge positions
2) Countertrend trading: Timing bottoms and tops
In 2018, I have mostly gotten rid of #2. And I haven't really trade large. This can potentially point to a positive year for 2018 if I keep those in mind.