Dear ElectricSavant,
I am not active on this forum, but recently I have read a lot of your posts here since I could not believe how one could be that self-destructive and self-sabotaging. Also I can see from your profile that you are registered here since 2003. Still I think the poster of some of your posts must be a newcomer to trading. Many people offered you help it seems, even the guys from Earn2Trade offered you an analysis and help to make it better if you would shoot an E-Mail to them. You declined and some people here are on your ignore-list or even ignored you already. You really need to change your whole mentality and the way you look at results. You need to stop with that self-pity and whining on the forums. Thats all I read from you. You hop from one strategy to another, failing, complaining. You have to analyse your results and finally start to stay consistent with a strategy that suits you. Dont come up with hyperscalping or shit like that which you found on the internet posted by snake-oil people. I read your "trading-plan" and your daily/weekly/monthly targets and losses. Who calculated this nonsense? You are trying to make it better, but on the larger scale you make it even worse. It does not matter which strategy you use if your emotions and your mentality are crap. Please dont get me wrong. I am not here to insult you or to make you look bad. But somehow the feeling of writing you came into my mind while I read through your posts the last days. You need to stand up and get your shit together to be profitable in this business. If it was that easy, everyone would do it. Dont be one of the majority that never will succeed in this business because they dont know what they do. Besides that, I want to give you some advices. Keep in mind, these are my advices. Nothing more. Dont waste your time with Forex. I know, there are people making money in this business, but to me this market is completely unserious and manipulated by brokers through spreads and MMs. Trade Futures instead. I think you want to do that now, right? I have read you dont trade with a chart. You drive your car with a remote controller sitting blindfolded on the shitter? Find a strategy that properly defines chart analysis. Learn what price action is and read what price wants to do next. Just google those definitions. There are great resources available for free online. Go and open a chart and learn, analyse. Draw into your chart using technical analysis and orderflow analysis. Do that for at least 10 hours a day. You said you have time. Stick to that. For longer periods of time. Ask questions, get help, learn and analyse your results, not your fucking mistakes that make you start whining all the time. Develop a trade plan and 100% clear rules to make your trading decisions mechanical and objective. Dont trade subjectively and based on emotions. You said that you "hate" losing trades. Even that you stated you would "hate" them, tells me you are doing something wrong. Those are part of this business and you will always have them. Thats exactly why you have to stay consistent. Trust me.
PM me and I throw you a link to a beautiful thread about technical analysis and price action. It was a life saver to me. I really hope you can one day make it in this business, and stop complaining about yourself! Just get your things together and start doing!