I don't think I'd trade if I didn't enjoy it. There's a lot of learning curve and you've got to think it's worth doing.
I love everything about trading BUT trading itself.
I love backtesting new trading strategies
I love seeing day to day market moves and how I make out each day
I love seeing my automation come to life and work exactly as it's programmed
But sitting there watching charts and analyzing, and waiting for trades....HELL NO
You know what, you're probably 100 percent right.
I know this isn't a place for venting, but I have been feeling overwhelmed lately. I feel like I can't relax or have fun without working first. It just feels undeserving to have fun without a good days work. And I don't even know how to have fun. When I try, I usually go to the dumb and addicting vices of our time, like YouTube and social media, which ultimately make me feel like an impulsive rat.
I've always had a difficult time creating that balance. I either go hard one way or the other. I guess I just have to plan things out better.
I know this post may make me seem like I'm emotionally unstable or something, but trust me I'm all good. Everybody has those shitty days or weeks, and I think I'm just under that storm atm.
I'm in my early 20's and just been doing a lot of introspection. I think sometimes it can go overboard though, and create unnecessary stress. At the end of the day, I just want a fulfilling life, and to spend time laughing and having fun with my family and amazing people, like most of us.
All the best.
I enjoy futures spread seasonal trading. So slow it reminds me a big chess board.
I do not enjoy being a daytrading screen-slave. That is where automation really helps. God bless it