depression

Anyone deal with this? How? I'm so isolated and being around others doesn't help, they just distract with babbling noise.. like how people act mindless at restaurants just shoveling food in their face making noise and the glare from the sun hits all the shitty looking stuff in the vicinity and makes for a shitty experience. Migraines too, neck fucking hurts, back only recently stopped hurting . a few people I do know like to attack me because my other successful aspects of life make them realize how shitty and unaccomplished they are . The great ppl I know are busy and working all the time, everyone lives in their bubble of presumption that has nothing to do with what I'm working on because they can't comprehend it so therefore default to just babbling about their life again, in the default western way where people only associate their sense of self with their voluntary muscle movements
I find it's helpful to join and be active in a group centered around a common interest: cycling, ballroom dance, running 5ks, volleyball, choir, cooking, meetups, etc. What are your hobbies?

When I connect with people on common ground, many boundaries--such as gender, race, etc.--fall away. For example, if you have a common interest in running 5ks, it's much easier to connect with other humans.
 
Usually that happens to people who have been rich their entire lives. Going from poor to wealth is a generally healthy thing. I think what people do with that wealth is what causes a problem. Spending the money on something that is not truly meaningful in your life won't solve the problem.

Yes and No...Look at the Horror stories winning the lottery has brought those who won it.
 
But you won't become happy from riches alone.

Hello Laissez Faire,

Perhaps you and I think different. Let me be 1000% completely blunt and clear when I say this.

BEING RICH will MAKE ME HAPPY AS FUCKKKKKKKKKKK

I mean 1000% happy EVERY day of my life. Being RICH is the ONLY happiness I want and need to know. There is no other happiness to me besides being Rich. Being Rich is my only objective. Rich = Happiness.
 
-1 papa. I'd say people that make tons of money are more depressed than those who are poor. Why? people who are poor don't have time to be depressed, period. Again the happiest people on earth I've met are usually very poor.
Hello ElCubano,

I can only speak for myself and only myself. Being rich will make me happy and I would not have 1 problem on this planet. TRUST me.
 
-1 papa. I'd say people that make tons of money are more depressed than those who are poor. Why? people who are poor don't have time to be depressed, period. Again the happiest people on earth I've met are usually very poor.
I worked for a very wealthy tycoon , dude was scary never knew what he would be raging about . Beady eyes, very quiet . Over the course of 4 years we probably only shared 5 words and I always thought I was getting fired, made a product and then a broker started yelling at me and I cussed him out and got fired . It was a weird job. My boss there I met In dallas back In 2009 and Turns out he used to work for Ray kurzweil at fat Katz. Dude used to be a hero of mine when I was younger and thought someone else could tell the future .
 
Hello Laissez Faire,

Perhaps you and I think different. Let me be 1000% completely blunt and clear when I say this.

BEING RICH will MAKE ME HAPPY AS FUCKKKKKKKKKKK

I mean 1000% happy EVERY day of my life. Being RICH is the ONLY happiness I want and need to know. There is no other happiness to me besides being Rich. Being Rich is my only objective. Rich = Happiness.

Let me be 1000% blunt

You don't know what true happiness is. true happiness does not come from any external factors.
 
I live on 350 acres. Nearest house a mile away. It's very peaceful except when the pumpjack in the neighboring pasture is blaring and the wind is out of the north.. the birds and stuff are so cool and the cats love it
Hello stochastix,

But you got the land and the money, now all you need is some honey buddy.

Go get you about 5 women to date and have great sex with weekly.

lol
 
Let me be 1000% blunt

You don't know what true happiness is.

Hello ElCubano,

For me, I know true happiness. Making money and having alot of money is the ONLY true happiness for me. That is ALLLLLLLLL I need. Nothing else!!!
 
I worked for a very wealthy tycoon , dude was scary never knew what he would be raging about . Beady eyes, very quiet . Over the course of 4 years we probably only shared 5 words and I always thought I was getting fired, made a product and then a broker started yelling at me and I cussed him out and got fired . It was a weird job. My boss there I met In dallas back In 2009 and Turns out he used to work for Ray kurzweil at fat Katz. Dude used to be a hero of mine when I was younger and thought someone else could tell the future .
The broker was yelling at me after 3 family members died and I hadn't had a vacation in years , and I had pneumonia and could barely lift my head off the floor. I'm surprised I'm still here actually, fuck it all ,, I need to find finish my rough volatility model implementation and pump these numbers up.
 
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