Anyone deal with this? How? I'm so isolated and being around others doesn't help, they just distract with babbling noise.. like how people act mindless at restaurants just shoveling food in their face making noise and the glare from the sun hits all the shitty looking stuff in the vicinity and makes for a shitty experience. Migraines too, neck fucking hurts, back only recently stopped hurting . a few people I do know like to attack me because my other successful aspects of life make them realize how shitty and unaccomplished they are . The great ppl I know are busy and working all the time, everyone lives in their bubble of presumption that has nothing to do with what I'm working on because they can't comprehend it so therefore default to just babbling about their life again, in the default western way where people only associate their sense of self with their voluntary muscle movements
