Based on private messages I will just answer here with more details for all to see.
In 1999 I took a course at Broadway Trading in NYC and got caught up in the hype. Quit my job, traded on their Watcher system. I paid 2 cent per share commission, made 10K one day and lost 25K the next. I was using a 100K account. I kept getting margin calls and kept feeding it. After 1 year I was near broke and quit trading.
At Broadway they taught you how to trade fast, but little else. A few guys were making money, and quite a few guys were marginally positive. These we generally people with previous experience in the markets.
I was a gold medal winner at college so I couldn't figure out why these dummies were making money and I was losing. They knew jack about Shakespeare or math, but they had something more valuable in the markets, experience.
I would say at Broadway they developed a culture that said if Serge can make it, you can make it. I believed that.
In 2001 I came back into the market, this time as an IB account and 1 cent commissions. I had learned alot from Active Trader mag and a few books, and boards like this.
I now trade with a 40K account, and often only make a net 1 cent a share like yesterday, but I have learned how not to blow up.
My goal is to net 3 cents a share and trade about 40K or 50k per day. My style is to run like hell at the first sign of trouble so I have a ton of wash trades.
Typically it goes like this, make 5 cents, lose 10 cents, make 15 cents, wash, wash, wash, make 5 cents etc. I trade third tier techs where there is good action but I'm not up against most of you, because I have learned that alot of guys are better than me.
A good month for me is up 15K, a bad month is up 5K. I rarely have a losing day, and rarely have a great day.
I also have a job which pays the bills. I would like to trade exclusively but after what I've been through, I still hedge by working.