Chapter 10
"Can you hold fast your crescent soul and not let it wander
can you make your breath as soft as a baby's
can you wipe your Dark Mirror free of dust
can you serve and govern without effort
can you be the female at Heaven's Gate
can you light up the world without knowledge
beget things and keep them
but beget without possessing
keep without controlling
this is Dark Virtue"
This is my own read:
"Can you hold fast your crescent soul and not let it wander"
This sentence implies one might try to APPLY EFFORT in holding the awareness
"can you make your breathe as soft as a baby's"
This sentence suggest the correct solution to hold the awareness is simply breath naturally like a baby WITHOUT EFFORT. A baby also does not judge things as good and bad (Of course they do, just the symbolism).
"can you wipe your Dark Mirror free of dust"
Again this sentence impies one might try to APPLY EFFORT to remove unwanted thought and feeling from the mind.
"can you serve and govern without effort"
Here it suggests the correct way is to leave things in their natural way without imposing will and effort.
This is the basic way to meditate and cultivate awareness. The harder one try to make things happen, the natural flow of things gets obstructed.
Same way with trading. There is a natural way to trade for each method. Complications and stress increase when one try to interfere with that natural process with one's will.
"can you be the female at the Heaven's Gate"
Female symbolizes wisdom but Heaven's Gate symbolizes some kind of an Enlightenment destination far away which requires EFFORT to get to.
"can you light up the world without knowledge"
Here again suggest the correct way is to free the mind from conceptual fixations (knowledge) and not by effort.
Fixating on the ego then you cannot beget without possessing and keep without control. Ego fixation is an area IMHO needed to have personalized way to deal with. That is why they said there are 84000 Buddhist doctrines taught for different dispositions and numerous schools of thought. I am still experimenting ways to lessen its effects in my own trading. Be forgiving... Make things less painful... Keep it fun. Do not impose your want and things get easier.