Thank you Wide Tailz, chaykapwr, Leapup, babutime, guy990opl for your posts and advise.
My real Dad died a two years ago next month, our family was very happy before then, we had a nice house and did things as a family. My Father was an English teacher, and he taught me how to write and to be respectful to all people, even the mean ones. All us kids attended the school my Dad taught at, but now we all go to public school.
Mom couldn't pay the tuition, and school has staggered openings, and I stay till 4:30, we live a half block away. I hate where I live, wish my Dad was here.
Thank you Leapup, I talk into a tape recorder and "mentor" has his secretary type it out for my journal. He is real big on emotions when I enter and during the trade, he says whats inside you will get all happy about the trade and that is when I need to look to get out.
babutime, thanks, but I already spent three months in juvie when I was mad at my Dad after he died. I am on the wrestling team, so 50 100lb pulls are nothing when in training, but the extra ones I have to do I rather not do. It is easy for you to say bout being money hungry when you have money, Mom works two jobs and has to take the bus for them. "Dad" attends our Christian church but he is not Christian, he says he can worship God anywhere, but he likes our pastor teachings. "Dad" might get mad at me cause he is private, but he helps us out, yesterday we went bowling and had lunch, then he took me to Walmart and he bought $200 of food for my house and a gift card for Walmart for more. He says it is not a gift, I can work it off cutting his grass, what I don't get is he hardly has any. We always go to Walmart after we go out, sometimes food, or clothes for my brothers and sisters. We buy other food too and on the way home, I get to deliver bags to other houses. Then drops me off, but I get to see him at church next day, and now have a cell phone to call him when I am feeling down. When Mom tries to thank him, he acts like he doesn't know what she talking about, he says I bought them, but I didn't. I turn sixteen in a few months and I already have a part time job lined up, I can work at his office as an assistant, then I can help Mom. He says everyone has to work and he doesn't believe in giving out free anything, but I don't get him sometimes.
Trading is fun, but I doubt I want to do this for a living. Thinking about becoming a teacher like both of my Dads.
