Stubborness and trading/investing is a lethal combination Duke.
You for example are a computer scientist I believe, so it's likely you'd have heard of Bitcoin years ago, and would have had an advantage in understanding it and would have been mightly impressed with Satoshi solving the Byzantine Generals Problem. But your stubborness got in the way from potentially buying.
It's still not too late...
first time I heard about it fall of 2013. It was trading around 400. Few days later I was sitting across a table at the party with the guy who was building exchange to trade it, and he could not explain to me what this thing was. Then of course 2017 came. I was planning to invest when it hit rock bottom around 3-4K but knew about Tethers then and figured it was a ponzi. Which it still kinda is, but it does not matter. My stupid stubbornness about Tethers made me miss this great opportunity.
now it is too late. 100x is gone. Oh well, can not get them all, making money elsewhere.