Sir...You are out of your league. A smart person is someone who knows when they are out of their league!!
I tried to be my own general on a small commercial building in California. About 1/2 way through (25 years ago), I knew I was over my head. I sold the 1/2 finished building and never looked back. And yeah, I was flipping houses and lots before it was even called flipping. But that building was a painful lesson that was very valuable to me for future endeavors. I would buy notes and deeds of trusts over the years. It took many transactions to know what to look for and what to avoid.
I will make this simple for you to understand...Please listen. SIM trading is NOT the same as trading. In SIM you are NOT going against market makers and the big boys.
I have been through 1987, 2000 (dot com bubble), 2008 housing crisis, and March 23, 2020 (Trump shutting down the country). Unless you have figured out a way to be covered and protected during a 20-40% draw down (within an hour), you should look elsewhere. Buy and hold; SPY, QQQ, Amazon, Google, Microsoft. If you want to dabble...Dabble with very small amounts, in an account that could be liquidated if necessary, and would not hurt you, if you lost everything in the account!!
It takes years of reading and programming to do what you wish to do.
You are out of your league...