I guess let me explain:
I didn't really want to spill this all out on the internet. But hey, this is who I am.
I got out of school earlier this year, and picked up a job working at HLV Capital. I made money right off the bat there but I had some concerns (not much, just like 50 bucks net a day after the 50/50 split; it was enough to live on.
The main one was that my managers tried to convince me to focus on recruiting and becoming a potential manager: "The real money is made in commissions and running an office, not trading"
So, at least they were honest about their intentions; they didn't really trade during the day.
Then one day I received a phone call from my current employer. It came out of the blue, and he offered a nice deal. I was mainly attracted by the 1500 for trading flat for the month, and the fact that we were part of a "hedge fund"
Well, this is my 3rd month into it, and I have a positive pnl, but it turns out i'm not getting the 1500 because I didn't do volume (i only traded on average 1000 shares a day)
But thats not really a huge deal. I posted a rant under a different screename the other day (nobody) because I didn't want to just put myself out there on the internet. If you read that post, you'd see that I was not happy with the fact that nobody in my shop has been profitable.
Even my own boss has said, "i'm struggling, i'm in a funk". Thats not exactly encouraging.
This post is too long, but I'm letting it all out there. Why leave? Well I love trading but...let me explain some more. At HLV, I was getting a pat on the back and on my way to being kind of like a Swiftrader you constantly see in Trader Pnl (btw, good job!), only to have to learn to trade a totally different way. I took my current job because the kind of high volume trading at HLV depended largely on the low commish and I thought, "what if that changes"? I knew it would be difficult to trade the same strategy.
The first month swing trading was definitely difficult, but iI've been pretty consistent in my 3rd month. Now i'm having to think about leaving this job, not because I am doing poorly at trading or that I dislike trading. Its primarily because there were a whole string of things promised that never came through, and that nobody in my office is profitable. That is kind of disturbing. Who knows? It might only be a matter of time before this place just blows up. I mean, how long can my employer sustain constant losing? I'm not saying he's a bad trader, or that any of my co-workers are bad traders...but how much of a drawdown can he really sustain himself...at some point he might just say, "i'm not good right now, I think i'll take an extended break".
So I've been forced to think about finding other opportunities in trading, be it trading or trading-related.
So there it is. Thats who I am. I don't feel bad airing this stuff out on the internet, because I'm going to be bringing some of these issues up after hours Monday.
Any suggestions are welcome.
Good luck to everyone.
(btw, the thing about my managers at HLV, I don't think thats typical. I had some interaction with a trainer from their NY office, Pete. He was great, and people in my office were at least profitable after a very short time. Some people like my current boss think trading LU for a penny is a losers game. Well I can say it surely wasn't in my office. I didn't realize how hard trading could be (how much can go wrong) until I started swing trading more volatile issues, and watching some of my co-workers loose a couple grand holding a loser on 500-1000 shares. Managing your risk at HLV on 5000 shares was definitely easier; easier to take a flat, easier to take a loss...things didn't get out of hand like that just due to the tight range on things like LU, NT.)
...in fact, as I edit this post, I'm fairly certain a friend of my employer will read this, and if he is so inclined, will direct him to the post. But i'm not going to take it off. Everything I've said is true; your pnl is either red or black. You either make promises and hold them or you don't. And my concerns are as real as they get, without trying to personally insult anyone. But I need some advice, and thats why I am here. People usually get flamed on at ET just for having a long post. But I'm just putting myself out there. I have to, because there are too many experienced people at this board to be afraid of taking some heat in exchange for good advice.