That's fine nitro if you find you need to understand things through the lens of one kind of religion or another. To me religion can only draw a shade on the window you're trying to look out from. Generally confusing everything often unnecessarily.
In my humble view, fearlessness, restraint and enlightenment would each be all the more worthy for their own sake alone.
If you find religious music uplifting, perhaps, if you haven't already, try Orlande de Lassus. Stuff like Psalmi poenitentialis. Calmer than Gregorian in general I think.
