I think you really need your own journal thread, as in just one, where you write all this stuff down. Asking everyday, in always a new thread, how they did today is getting kind of stupid.
The thing is you even have a CL journal thread already, so why not post there?
It makes it much harder to stalk you when you always start a new thread.
OMG... I see you started even another thread. Dude, the way you post makes me really think that you blowing up is just around the corner. You start a thread talking about remorse, and then you gloat about a 23 point profit. You're all over the map.