Quote from gov:
Dear Light, Sweet, and (sometimes) Crude Gal,
You are not alone. I used to refer to this as "the voices," and I used to think that maybe it was some manefestation of a self-destructive tendency. I think now that maybe it is simply discordance brought on by the incessant operation of us mere humans in a completely uncertain realm. We are just playing a game here, but sometimes we let that game become reality, by making the outcomes important. That tends to get us thinking, and next thing you know we are lost in a cascade of thoughts, none of which is helpful to the task at hand. I think you show great promise and are well on your way; I am glad to meet a kindred spirit. There really are few of us, after all, sadly. This is proven mathematically, of course. We cannot all make money.* I think the conversion happens when you truly believe the future is not knowable. We have such a problem with that as a concept, as though we hate it with all our being. Start thinking you know the outcome, and you have already slipped. That belief in chaos set me free. Without having to think I can act simply and quickly on probabilities, without all the drama.
Amazing is an unencumbered mindâ¦.

RN

