post a screenshot of your losses BP.
i've gotta say, I think that you are on the 'wind up'.
You make monthly threads about how you're quitting trading and then you come back within days. You start arguments with good posters who make money, calling them paper traders, as if you are 'the real deal'. And now (after quitting yet again) you post regular large losses on what seems like a daily basis.
I actually hope you ARE just having a laugh at our expense, because I know what its like to lose lots of money trading, and i dont really wish it on anyone.