I am with you brother! This chick needs your undevoted attention!
I was milking CL and just CL to end '09 but for some strange reason at the start of '10 I started playing with ES, NQ, 6E, ZS, ZC, ZN and all of a sudden I am missing my bread and butter trades - entering late and losing money.
So i'm with you back to only trading and watching oil.
Because you keep telling your trader-self that he/she is not worthy and he/she believes you. Try replacing all that negative self-talk with some confidence thoughts and let the miracle sitting in your chair flourish.