When I was undergoing the choking fit, i evacuated the green tea and could barely, perceptibly breathe for a moment (like thru a straw) and then the nuts shifted and closed off the airway. The panic is real.
Did you lose consciousness at any point during this episode? It doesn't seem you did based on your typing. I can tell you that if you do, the death is painless on the choke.
I once drowned in a public pool when I was a wee lad. 5-6 YO. Went down a big slide into the deep end and did not know how to swim. The last thing I remembered was seeing bubbles underwater. After that, I remember coughing out chlorinated water from my lungs on the side of the pool, as the lifeguard had pulled me from the water and did CPR.
There was no pain at all in that moment of drowning that I can recall. Only the afterwards of all the coughing up the chlorine water from lungs and nose. So there is that comfort I guess, when examining our mortality.
Is this song appropriate now?

