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TOP TRADER books, battle tested plan, may help you, by Jack Schwager may help. I never got much out of Douglas psychobable, but any book may have one thing in it??
Actually a huge number of SPY, SPXL ,QQQ, SQQQ charts could help;
since you have to learn /cant predict. Losing money could also help prove what cant work.
WHEN all else fail try trading with normal size + trading a % of your investments.
IF you have no uptrending bull market investments , may want to start with 1 share of SPY or SSO...................................................................................
Sounds like you have a problem with sticking to a plan; 1 SPY or SSO may help until you proved what an uptrending bull market is.So few traders make money/ learn how to invest also......................................................................................................................