Trading results for the week, I did not trade on friday.
9 Trades
4 winners
7 losers
-$140 net
Basically right now I am at the point where i feel like I cant do anything right. I took today off, was up late last night doing homework. My thoughts are really scattered as to what is going wrong.
As many of you know I have been speaking to a mentor about trading for the past 10 months or so. His style is similar to mine however he is becoming more and more of a longer term trader. His style has started to considerably drift from mine. The past 5 trades that i have piggy backed off him have all been losers. And the subsequent trade had i taken it would have more than made up for the combined losses. It seems that i give up on his advice right before the big one comes.
Wednesday caused a lot of frustration for me this week. I froze up and missed a short opportunity at 13370 and did not go short till 13320. The swing low was 13375, i exited for a profit at 13308, frustrating to give back so much of my profits. I have examined this trade for quite some time and cannot figure out how i could have possibly exited better for the method that i use.
Trading 1 contract is frustrating because you have to get all in and all out at the same price. Often i spot chances for a partial profit opportunity but since i only have one i cant take it. At the same time I do not feel I can handle 2 contracts at this point simply because i am not consistently making money on 1 contract.
What is bothering me the most is my trade selection. I am trading much more frequently than I would like to. What it appears that I am doing wrong is that I am buying or selling too late into the move. Its as if I want some sort of confirmation and as soon as I get the confirmation its nearing the top of the move. I identified an issue I have is that when I am down for the day that i often take silly trades just to try to get back to even. In the poker world we call this TILT.
As much as I feel that the worst is behind me it still seems like I am bleeding to death as I continue to average losing $50 a day. I wont be in this game much longer at this rate given my small account. All the while I know that 1 good trade of 100+ points helps substantially.
What I have found that does work for me is to map out possible scenarios for the next trading day that way when certain things develop I will not freeze up.
For all of you that took the time to read this i greatly appreciate it. If anyone can somehow make sense of the issues I am having any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.