Thanks for the comments guys. Ammo: i tried my best not to give back my gains today.
Friday:
Gold was very unstable today. Crude oil and the euro seemed to move fairly independently today, which made it hard for me to trade gold, since I've been using those two as indicators. I got in two trades which brought me down 400 off the bat, but through scalping the chop I was able to bring the loss down a little. Very undisciplined trading today, it was a cathartic experience which I'll detail more below.
Week 16 wrap up:
+1792 this week. Best week ever, I hope I have have weeks like this in the future, although I will (hopefully) never trade like I did this week ever again.
I always had in the back of my mind that my trading style was alot like the cycles of lines I stared at all day long. My cycle is this: I start the week off following my rules, implementing stops, having a sound entry and exit strategy, and trading with little emotion. By the end of the week I'm getting lazy, impulse trading, trading without stops and waiting for trades to come back, cursing out loud at the monitor and, alot of the time, losing alot of money. Then the cycle repeats. My big wins are also followed by big losses too. Today I was lucky in two ways: firstly, I identified this about myself, secondly, my trades with no stops actually came back with profits or small losses after being DEEP losses. I am going to try hard to stop being so careless.