I say to myself like this: “I only _move_ as a trader when I earn more and more stable. When I lose, I am a gambler, not a trader.”
I do not like to give advice, but sometimes everything is so obvious from the outside. Your problem is not in capital, but in another. I think you need to put in your (exactly yours!) account $ 300 and trade MNQ for forty days so that in 40 days there would be no less.
Good advice, thank you, i watched your journal, awesome growing, congrats!