You're a legend in your own right hand.
There was a woman in NYC that I met, who glared at me across a bar in Coney Island one winter day so strongly, that she re-established a connection with me I did not know we had. After a few heady months, she went off on her thing, got married, etc.
To this day she is still a good friend.
Women do not need to be sex things you need to conquer. Sometimes they conquer you. It is sad you never had an experience like that. And you never will if you keep posting videos like that guy, who seem to think women are a "thing" to "be had". Jeez.
Take it from a guy who has no libido left..."You will not take it with you."
So give the respect now, and grow up out of your hormones.