When in a deep drawdown, I keep telling myself if I can get out alive, I will never overleverage again, but then I do it again. I'm learning though. I plan to trade with no leverage for awhile, and cautiously use 2X leverage on occasion going forward. I am confident that posting my drawdowns will help me address my issues.This is what you wrote on February 2nd. After sitting through a very deep drawdown for the 2nd time in this journal. Then you did it again a 3rd time.
If history repeats itself you'll do it again and eventually you'll take a very big hit. It seems to me you're rewarded for 'bad behavior' and keep repeating mistakes which potentially can blow up your entire account.
I'd hate to see that happen with such a nice acount.
Thoughts?