Gut check time as I am getting destroyed in everything I touch. 12400 shares on 3 of 10 shooting, +93 before commissions, -268 after, I now carry a $700 deficit for the month and shooting an abysmal 36.5%. Despite a 3 and 2 record, the 3 games I won were total shut-down's and I barely squeezed by.
I have to seriously consider work the morning and nothing more from now on, I entered the final hour down $100 and again tripled that deficit. I have not lost back to back games since mid-June. Not only this is a losing streak, but July feels like pure trading heaven compared to this market. I knew this would be a hard month coming in but I didn't expect this big raise of a notch . . .
Tried trading SPY today and got hacked around, the spread is small, and the fills are fast with NYSE Direct Plus. Just one problem, I can't seem to time anything without tape action, and it is THE leading indicator of everything so when the market turns you are at the front line . . . I don't think I will be trading this, and I suggest anyone who wish to trade SPX/NDX futures when 25K requirement is in place, paper trade SPY/QQQ on Island or NYSE, see if you can make money at all doing this . . . I know I can't . . . You are at THE front line, every single tick, with no BID/ASK to lean on, not my type of trading vehicle.
Pre-Market: SOX downgrade, a little hesitation and I missed some potential SOX bullets that didn't gap down much at all (ADI/NSM) off the open. Energy downgrade and they decided to play games and sucker in the longs. A batch of restaurant downgrades and they all gapped down too much to be played.
9:30: BTK pop took some DNA sold immediately for a 1/4 point loss. Immediately took a bullet as the index completely reversed and is going down in super high speed. DNA showed up with a large offer and stepped down so I pyramided quickly into 1500 shares. I ended up making very little more than what I lost on that first attempt to go long earlier . . . Tried HP long on OSX pop and got out for flat.
9:43: 100K print on DNA at 42.50 and it continued to go lower, offer stepped down to .49 and futures/BTK index started to squeeze, should have covered half but after yesterday I was so nervous and I covered everything as they took out the ASK. Then I saw a 90K print at .40 and my heart tanked with the stock. That was the $1000 trade and from there it just went down smooth as butter.
9:52: UTY pop, took D at 60.75 and this guy shakes a lot, he went to .95 but he pulled back to .79 to shake me out when the UTY index was going straight up. He eventually went 1 point higher. The problem is this kind of trades with even reasonable volume are usually smooth as silk, in a super light volume day the tape is as choppy as the chart as he prints all over the place. Took EXC for a 30 cents move and little did I know it would be my only winner above $100 for the day . . .
10:35: Took TXN twice on SOX breakout and got hit for 10 cents twice . . . took CRA on BTK pop and got a nickel profit. Bulleted a little DNA for a dime profit. I was down $50 for the day. That was the perfect time to go home . . .
2:00: Instead I started trading SPY and those dime losses added up fast . . . I am not going to trade this vehicle, it doesn't move as much as the stocks, it doesn't have a tape to read, and there is absolutely no other indicator other than its own chart to trade it. You need to pick top and bottoms when you trade this, such as stochastics, or support and resistance levels, which is just not my cup of tea.
3:13: Took a little IBM at 105.35 as futures poped and sold for a nickel loss, and it went up almost 1 point from there . . . I actually had quite a bit of luck with IBM's tape before, this could be my much needed go-to stock. Right now a big weakness in my game is that I have no real go-to stock to speak of. Kind of like the Portland Trail Blazers, I have balanced scoring but no go-to stock to rely on when everything else is struggling. Took some KKD because occassionally this stock rips into the close on closing orders, and there was a BID stepping up, no luck lost a dime. Tried DNA again and churned. Again I managed to lose $100 during the last five minutes of the game trying to make something happen, which is not a lot of money but plain unneccessary . . . I guess $150 doesn't hurt that much and I have to add a little more salt to the wound . . .
Psychologically, I can not afford to let this thing slip into a four digit deficit. I would like to be on my YTD high going into September. Right now I am off by $1200, and I have to be very careful about this . . . that $700 deficit can grow faster than I can say bang. Play the morning, leave, whether I am up or down. It is ok to hit a few bad luck shots or even make bad decisions, churning is 100% unacceptable and must be avoided. It hurts to be up $500 in the morning and finish the day down (Monday, last week), but it hurts just as much to be down $250 and finish down $750 (Yesterday), two games like this it is a $1000 swing and churning damage adds up fast on that loss column . . .