Are you happy?

[viruscore1]

I used to be...I'm not depressed or anything, but I'm not happy anymore, just indifferent. Your 20s is fun, turning 30 is like getting hit in the face with a baseball bat. I guess I don't have anything to look forward to anymore, the future is just happening. Life has lost all mystery.

Find a hobby. Something you really like. You know happiness isn't 'on' all the time. Imagine being happy all the time, that would be weird. Life has its up and down. Kind of like a bollinger band lol ...
Could it be midlife crisis?