My Story.
(First, i am brazilian so sorry for my english...)
I studied electrical engineer and MBA in Finance, it sure helps on the market.
I started trading by myself doing some crazy operations based on 3 days trading courses. Some winning and lots of loosing days probably went down 50% first year. Then, after the mba, i started working for a big US Bank (hq in Brazil) as a broker... Some people can or could make a lot of money in this job but, for sure, is not for me. Dealing with clients money was a nightmare ...You really must not think too much if you want to make money as a broker.
Then moved to trade on a small fund, it was really nice on the begining but trading with a group of people there is always someone that will come with the "IF" - if you had gone short there, if we had hold here...etc - and change the main strategy...it turned into a psychological pressure...The strategy that is working great, AND YOU BELIEVED, is throwed away because in one month some "flip a coin" strategy was better. So i decided that, due to my weakness on emotions with clients and the stress of a fund , it was time to give a day trader career a chance.
I had a home and almost 2 years expenses so i started trading futures in Brazil on my own. First year, the year of my son birth, fear took over but i had a decent 25% return on 100K usd ( that's the main difference between HF and retail - for a fund 25% would be incredible that year but for my expenses was far from what i needed). Second year i was trading index futures and BRLUSD(brazilian real to usd). Most people wont believe but they have great volume but what makes IMO one of the hardest instruments to trade is the lack of traders, specially on BRLUSD - incredible volume but i can think of 8 large international banks playing with their algos. So testing some US plataforms i started trading futures instruments and felt much more comfortable to trade it than the Brazilians one. Things are going well since that, i could double first year and last 2 years i am doing an average of 16% monthly on 100k usd.
Before the trolls (once again, sorry for my english) some points and conclusions:
- IMO i dont see any reason to compare HF with retail, they are different in so many ways. HF is a big boat and retail is like a JETSKI...i cant play in several conditions but i can move in and out very quick. In the end, i think that return on a Big HF is much harder!
- I never go for the home run. It hurts but i tried and failed before.
- I dont believe in 99% trading courses, THERE IS NO REASON WHY SOMEONE WOULD SELL AN EDGE FOR 1K (BEST CASES), there are some 99$ "bargains" as well.
- I always keep 100k in the account. Why that??? if you are doing great why not trade bigger??? Luckily i had just a few drawdowns days in the past years but my worst day was when i was + 4.7K on a day and told my wife "baby, i am going to make a fortune from now on" two hours later i was down - 6K. I "almost sure" learned to respect the market and i am sure i dont know what's gonna happen tomorrow. Interest rate in Brazil are pretty high almost 6%year, so i keep some money there.
- I am terrible on equities and long term portfolios. Day trading i found that fits better to my personality.
- I dont believe in this freedom people love to talk about in trading. For me it's like to be in a beach with a notebook and a chain in your feet - it's a cliche but for me its true, it's all about DISCIPLINE, DISCIPLINE and DISCIPLINE.
- I am sure working for a HF you can make more money , huge salary, bonus...etc. But from the offers i got - trading me and myself and do not have to deal with all the ego's everyday is much MUCH better.
- I use leverage but i dont forget that is my biggest risk.
- I believe a fortune can be made for sure. In this moment i am avoiding the risk to blow the account and of course, the risk to make a fortune. If i keep making a good average on a monthly basis maybe i will trade bigger in the future.
- I dont think algos are bad...It's easy to see when all thousands algos go nuts and great opportunities happens. In Brazil, on the other way, just few algos playing is terrible!
- My worst fear is another "flash crash", i am a bit paranoid on that. I try to imagine how i would deal if it happens (unfortunately, i think it may occur) and yet i couldnt find an escape.
- I trade most TF, ES, NQ, CL AND GC.
- Books: Market Wizards, Mastering the trade, Pit Bull lessons of a wall street day trader and Trading in the zone. But what i think of courses goes to books...Good for ideas but i dont believe there is any holy grail hidden there.