Fuuuuuck that ..... take up smoking, drink more alcohol, eat more fried foods, get nflx prime..... and crunch up that Ritalin and snort it.Everyone seems like they have ADHD and/or depression. -- it's kind of overblown, to some degree, in my opinion.
Just give up coffee/caffeine, and social media, TV, and junk foods...and sip tea, plenty of water, go for long walks with a dog and lift weights. and stretch, and learn to read books. be vegan. etc etc.
...you'll be back to normal, and even better, before you know it.![]()
OP... I'm just kidding. Perhaps try paper trading for awhile... who knows. But good luck to you, I wish you all the best.

