That sounds like a mental/modern version of Pandora's Box/Pan's Labyrinth.ever tried trading a 1000 strategies at the same time
i have been studying it for 13 years..so i know the diamond that i hold in my hand
I think that you still can make it, but you should lower those defenses & drop that over-confidance, while embracing new ideas & asking for help.
13 years without being consistently profitable - it's just too long.
(and if you are - my bad, sorry)