Edit: I can't edit the initial post so I thought I would put an update here.
Everyone seems to assume things about me or my position which are untrue. I apologize, and I should have been more clear: I've spend the last year of my life (8+ hours a day) learning everything and anything I can about the financial markets and how to trade them. I have put in a ridiculous amount of work, have read dozens of books, paid for numerous courses, absorbed hundreds of YouTube videos from other traders (although, I have to admit, the YouTube videos seem to be completely useless and fake). I'm not lazy and it's not like I want something for nothing.
I struggle with finding strategy. I'm not blindly putting trades on in the market without a strategy, but it seems that for the 100 or so things I backtest nothing works. It seems like a neverending waste of time because I cannot come up with something that has an edge.
Trading is not a business. I owned and ran my own business prior to falling ill, and it is quite easy in comparison. You don't gain or lose your entire bankroll in the blink of an eye, there are always ways around problems and if you make a mistake it doesn't just debit your account because of said mistake, people are easier to work with, you have more time to think and react, you can get loans to expand your business (what bank would loan you $1 million to finance a trading career? None. You're stuck with whatever saving you can put into it), etc. Running a business is easy in comparison to trading. I think most people relate trading to a business because what they really mean is: treat it seriously. This I would agree with.
I have to be honest. I read about a page and a half of the comments and then had to stop. Almost no one answered my question. Everyone gave advice but almost no one actually stated if they were profitable or not, what their ROI is, or anything of depth, which was the entire purpose of this thread.
Respectfully, and I do say this with the utmost respect, the entire "avoiding books, courses, YouTube videos" I mentioned in my OP should also include "trading forums". I find that most people will blow up a thread to 4 pages and almost no one answers the original question...
Do any of you mind posting some details about what you trade, how often you trade, what your monthly/yearly return is, etc.? Can I get some realism into what professional trading looks like?
Also, just because I have debt doesn't mean I am cash poor. I can fund a sizeable trading account, but have been smart enough to not lose money while trying to find my edge.
A trading edge is a 'misnomer', profit means can anyone produce Alpha above a benchmark namely inflation or S&P, very few can do this usually targeting 1-2% per month above zero not benchmark, today they will be lucky to hit half that but they define it as profitable, which it's not but makes a good headline for something to talk about while helping them feel they are 'succeeding'.
Everyone is following 'the flow of money', but they can only do it at a specific standard deviation level, if they try to curve fit to another standard deviation they induce drawdowns and losses not just to profits but also capital, this is what basically happened to Livermore.
What I do differently is that I help setup, incubate, trade family office and hedge funds as well as my own accounts, by having access to a fund management platform at both trading and investing grade using institutional fintech, it has strategies that covers all core deviation levels in the markets.
They were going to provide access to it for traders along the lines of Bloomberg $2k/mth but found the problem is when you give a multi-level platform to people who can only trade one level, which is everyone, they over trade trying to take all setups, the key is you still only take one level as the trade foundation, which can in this case be any level on that timeframe, but you can layer in to the trade at the other levels increasing profits 2x, 5x, 10x.
The net effect of this is that you can pick your own Alpha to generate, 50%, 100%, 200%, depending on how hard you want to work that day, week, month, year, this is the part I like the most, however this doesn't come for free as the drawdowns can increase with higher returns profiles creating more market exposure if you mistime the entry as the foundation changes, fortunately I have the experience to offset this.
What you are seeing in every book, in every comment, is their micro view in to the money flow but as they do not have the entire picture their end goal is to make sure their profits compensate the losses, which nets out to a return on capital, basically one level will only cover 10-15% of market moves hence every trader's approach is to reduce the losses on the other 85-90% to below their profits, called a strategy.
Stocks will make you more profit but need capital, Futures usually offer the best return on capital, Forex is usually better for diversification, true professional trading is intensely boring requiring a simple stress free life to compensate taking trades, I live near the beach in 72f most days just going for a walks and having a coffee, if you read about top-tier airline pilots on large commercial jets then that is the equivalent, algos do most of the work for me, all I need to worry about is takeoff, landing, training for unexpected events and there's enough fuel (money management).