Reduce your F'n size till you have a clue what you are doing. No way should you have had that large of a draw down in 2 days. 5 weeks gone in two days? Msg me on IM some time around 11am during a trading day. I'll mentor you some, and do it for free over IM , but expect to get yelled at.
I can not believe that.
ChaosNSX's rules for not blowing out while learning.
Stage one- Preservation of capital
- Proper position sizing for your account. (Neophytes shouldn't use excessive leverage)
- Defined trade risk
- Turn off CNBC, forget the hype. Markets go up, markets go down. (Avoid anything that creates a mental confirmation bias at all costs. Wire your mind into thinking your entry into every trade is dead wrong, and manage it from there.)
- No revenge trading, let it go, you will make it back somewhere else.
- Determine your psychological loss level (Where your logical judgement starts to get clouded and when you feel and become aware of it, stop trading for the day.)
- If you have a down day reduce your size the subsequent days, until you put in some consistency.
- Don't even think of averaging down past your predetermined risk level. (Make sure when scaling in that the your full position is not to large of a percent of your entire portfolio. 1-3%)
- Have multiple portfolio holdings, do not put your eggs in one basket. Diversify your equity in different inversely correlated instruments. Make sure you are not in a bunch of one without the other.
- Wake up early, Meditate before the open, quiet your mind so you can put in the effort needed to calm your self enough to be aware that the position you are in is wrong. (You are wrong wrong wrong..not until you have booked your profit are you right. You are wrong the whole time you are up in the position.)
- Stay on top of your positions, do not abandon the screen frequently.
Stage two, Scaling up the size.
...New psychological issues
...New liquidity issues
...New awareness
...Same approach
Let me know if you ever get to stage 2.