You are not a grain of sand. You are a human being. See if you can fulfill some of your potential.I was just thinking about death last week.
Everyone dies....
Within the greater context, history, of humankind, mankind, and the history of the earth, and the universe....an individual life....is relatively very, very, very meaningless.
When, and how, someone dies.....is such a meaningless incident within the greater context of everything.
If an individual grain of sand...is burned up, oxidized, will anyone care....does that individual grain of sand...matter within the context of everything,
I mean stop dwelling on the past. Think of the past....as a turd being flushed down the toilet. Don't give it a second thought, or don't devote so much of your mind, and time, on it.
I don't mean to be insensitive, but just calling reality for what it is,
Go outside and make some friends. Jesus.