Just amateur thought process really. I was him last century. Takes some time to eradicate the emotions. Having deep pockets helps, so long as you have a solid plan, which I don’t think this guy has."I feel so disgusted with myself, The above statement has to be the most pathetic quote from the article. What makes him think he should "feel better". He needs to take his lumps, do better next time and quit crying like his little baby.