I know this is a tough one to swallow. Feels like you're getting slapped around every time you put a position on. Definitely been there.
Re-entered for the overnight hold thinking Asia will like the news that there will still be a delegation meeting on Wednesday.

So I still have a Jun MNQ long at ~7619, which was entered on May 16th. 1 contract. Without a clear path on China trade, I fear to go back in long beyond what I already am in for, and try to reintegrate my plan.
Can't believe I missed this journal!!
I feel your pain, you've got to be and remain perfect like 100% or it'll chew you up and spit you out.
p.s. BSG is old Frak that, Expanse is where it's at Geek head!!
Can't believe I missed this journal!!
Latest update...
As one can see based on the pic below, and my moaning throughout the forum, and the journal since the Trump Tweet™ of May 5th, things didn't go well. I had to close out the Sep NQ long, along with some other longs like the MNQ above. Took some shorts, started messing in MNQ again and that was going OK for a while...
Until May 16th. Markets continued their downtrend. And then Trump kept fanning the flames with his Mexico tariff thing last week. *shrugs*
So I still have a Jun MNQ long at ~7619, which was entered on May 16th. 1 contract. Without a clear path on China trade, I fear to go back in long beyond what I already am in for, and try to reintegrate my plan.
Yes, Powell was great yesterday, and so was Trump. Hope belied truth I guess.
I am tired of losing out to hope, because the ASSHOLE in the oval office keeps fucking with the markets to the point that 2017 is now only in my dreams.
But I run an honest journal. It is up to you guys to discern the details if you find discrepancies, and still think this is fake.
And I figured out one other way to prove the journal is not fake, for those who still want "convincing"...Ninja's sim account creation guidelines. You cannot create a sim account in Ninja7 with an explanation point in it. It is impossible. If you have NT7, try it. Cannot be done.
Heading into vacation this weekend, I need the week off. What a nightmare.
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@NQurious Here's a placeholder for you, regarding what it is swing traders go through. You indicated consternation when I mentioned the swings in the ES thread. Well, here it is.
BTW, I admire your calls lately. I hope they last.