Nice video, love that movie and scene (one of Baldwin's best, and hit to the core of my first career in sales).
To BnB....for a mentor to waste any of their most precious commodity (time) on you right now, is just that..... a FUCKING WASTE!
Obviously BnB, you are not even close to being able to apply one thing any pearls any "mentor" could pass onto you right now. Your problem isn't the product your choosing to trade. It's not the market conditions in which you are currently attempting to trade. Your problem right now, my friend, is YOU!
The fact that you are pissing and moaning publicly just proves that you want it too much. Wanting it will motivate you to do the necessary things it will take to become successful.
WANTING IT TOO MUCH WILL LEAD TO YOUR DESTRUCTION.... or has that already happened?
This is a tough racket kid. A little scratch and a high speed connection can get you access to the biggest hurt you may ever feel in your life. Now just think what 100K and that same connection will get you.
Are you just another "Great Pretender" or are you truly a "Contender"?
I'm currently working with a person right now and guess what, they aren't even watching the markets on a tick by tick basis. They're reading all day, working numbers for me and playing poker. You see they're doing shit that doesn't have anything to do with each little gyration of the "market" but everything to do with RISK MANAGEMENT.
Until you get your head and ass into a stat of mind to control risk, YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A RISK. You, right now, are your biggest liability.....what ya gonna do to turn that liability into an asset?
You don't need a mentor for that.
Good Luck!