Quote from affan:
i got out with a 6k+ loss! if i had been holding this i would have been dead. i could have got out with a 5k loss but gave myself a chance, probably a bad idea. Now my account is down to 5k. Not the best feeling because i would never have taken a long 3 contract position to begin with! Even for the last couple of months 85% of my YM trades have been short given me a decent profit!
oh wow thats life, but i truly believe this will make me a better trader in the long run. Neither do i feel bad now or blame anyone. I am going to learn and come back, but after few months for sure. Don't want to take a 'revenge' now.