Month 1 Summary
Longs: 23
Shorts: 11
Winners: 10
Losers: 24
Win Percentage: 41.67%
Pip Expectancy, Per Trade: -7
Total Cumulative Net P/L:-228 pips
Myfxbook metrics:
(note: the colossal dip in equity on July 14th is a result of changing my position size to a 2% rule; before then I was risking perhaps 0.25%)
Summary:
My first month back was purely psychological in nature- I spent most of the time getting rid of the influence of my emotions, getting in a mental routine, and hammering out trades according to a written plan. Nonetheless, my performance thus far reflects an ineffective trading strategy and clear lack of edge.
As I said last week, I have knowledge of a couple edges, though as of present they are vague to my knowledge. I suppose the next course of action would be for me to simply continue putting myself in front of the charts and focusing more on my win rate; what works and what doesn't. At some point in the future, whether it is tomorrow or next year, I may have a light bulb moment and better understand what it is I am looking for. All that lies between now and that moment is time and practice.
At any rate, I would describe my current mood as discouraged. The gravity of realizing that I perform worse than a coin flip is difficult to deal with- yet a necessary fact to grasp if I have any hope of learning and improving. At this point, I am pushing forward solely because I realize that this road is not an easy one. . . a trader is defined as an individual who continues to do what he does in the face of constant adversity. It's not easy, but it's far too soon to consider giving up!
With any luck, I'll refine my execution this month and make a little progress towards breakeven. Thanks for reading.
