Thanks everyone for following along.
I appreciate the feedback.
I do acknowledge the necessity of having confidence in my system. Since this has some element of discretion, I have not altered the system other than to reduce size during this drawdown. And reduced my aggressiveness factor in my trading. I have a daily loss limit that is pretty stringent (more stringent now than when I began) that helps me to not have a day that blows my account out entirely. If I reach that daily loss limit, I am locked out of my trading platform and I can go to sim to continue practicing.
Sure that's like training wheels, but it helps me to think about the obvious scenario of "what if I'm wrong" and to avoid adding to loosing positions, which is NOT part of my system, as well as learning to pull the plug when the trade has a low chance for profit.
I use the daily profit goals as a guide kinda like a trendline of "ideal equity growth". Right now I'm far from that goal but it is calculated for me already, so its there as a reminder. BTW I don't even have the spreadsheet up when I trade so I'm not refering to it at all during trading hours, and don't know what the calculated stuff is until after trading is over.
I believe that there is so much opportunity in the ES market that achieving something like my daily profit goal is not impossible. It may be improbable for me at this time but anyway that's my belief about the market.
I'm fully aware of the statistics regarding trading and especially how they relate to small accounts all too well!
But I believe risk control and money management can work wonders if executed optimally. Obviously, my trading is a work in progress and If (big if

) if I'm successful this blog will become legendary and If I fail, nobody thought I'd succeed so no loss except risk capital.
Its kinda like I'm learning driving Formula 1, its fast and its dangerous but that's how I decided to drive/trade.
Todays trading was a D if I give myself a grade, I was able to dig myself partly out of a hole by taking small 4-5 tic profits and although I was aware of longerterm targets I quickly surmised that this was gonna be a range bound day but not before going -375 in the red, so I dilligently traded my way out of a big(as a % of account) losing day. I don't count commisions in my equity but I think all in I lost about $100.00. I was happy with the way I didnt give up or loose composure after digging myself a whole and faced with 7/10 days traded in the red since inception of this journal.
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