Quote from PinkBunny:
Why are you trying to justify it so hard? I think that if you are really sure that the experiment is being done for the right reasons, you should feel no need to argue with these petty minds who can't comprehend your logic. Drink to improve your trading, fine - drink to improve your trading AND get support from other trading? Get the fuck out of here!
I have nothing against it. I have unconventional views on everything and if you really can be helped by drinking while trading and can hold the discipline to not let it spin out of control or to substitute alcohol for natural feelings of anxiety in other areas of your life than fine. But why are you arguing about it so intently? I don't know you and my job is not to try to assume that I do, but I suspect that something in your subconscious - some sort of inner voice, what most people might call "god" - is telling you that any short term benefits you and your account gain from this experiment will be negated, and then some, by the potential long term benefits of this. If you didn't feel that doubt on some level you wouldn't be so pressed to get others to agree with you on this issue.
Do what you must. You'll make your own decisions and learn from the consequences. But introspect into your motivations for being agreed with and see if there's something there you haven't yet had the insight or courage to face; maybe once you do, you'll find a more natural solution to your trading problems in the first place.