A Divine Intervention
Even the best has to dig deep within themselves to find that needed inspiration to get to that next level (and there is always that next level). Everything is chaos, in a constant flux and you need to dig through and find the necessary formulations that you can grab hold of, to make sense of it all, and to get to that next level.
This is a moment that I'm lost completely and fully. I have dug through everything I have and I still cannot get to the other side, the next level. Though I have been well prepared, I have not been prepared enough to the present quandary that I find myself in. The hope is fading, my thoughts slipping, and darkness creeping in. I need a major divine intervention in my life. I need a miracle. I need a miracle so that I can push myself to be all that and more and more that only I can really be.